...wow. Amazing how much time has passed, and how many things have happened. Describing everything since my last entry would not do my experiences justice. Hmmm... let's just start with today and see how that goes. :)
I had the worst restless sleep I could ever have last night... our friends of the 'dovely' wonderful Substance D group threw their first House night at the Dungeon Lounge next to Library. It was nothing short of a great success. Alot of people... some recognizable faces and some new ones. Great music = great crowd vibes compared to the lack thereof in the college bar next door... and it was made apparent when both places where closing down and the music stopped. As people were flooding the parking lot, commotion was heard near the center... Security was there so everyone went to watch what had happened. However, it ended quite shortly after one of the bouncers bitch-slapped a rejected college student while yelling out "You punch a man, but you slap a bitch!"
It was the bitch-slap heard all around the world. Lol. But yeah, went home and slept. Woke up with a migraine of all migraines, but managed to gather any energy I had to go to Bio. Class is over and the weekend is beginning... Its Easter on Sunday so I'm going home. I'm supposed to drive down with my sister whose about 4 months pregnant. Should be a fun drive... eh. But most importantly, Rodrigo has no idea... :) I can't wait for the semester is over... ah, summer. It's going to be more than perfect. :D

...for not only endorsing my 'LJ' (as they call it nowadays), but for obligating me to type yet another entry on this godforsaken shit that is LiveJournal BECAUSE you endorsed it.

Well I guess I should use this valuable time-- if it is indeed, valuable... 'cause its motherfucking 4 AM... I should be sleeping...-- to somehow sum up the time from my last entry to now.... if that were at all possible, then I'd bore all you fuckers to death with my drug abusing, non-stop partying, never-ending drama nonsense.

Sooo... to avoid all that shit, I'll talk about the highlights in 3-worded sentences. Haha... this should be fun.

Got off coke. Got drunk alot. Partied alot more.
Met lovely Gio. At Frank's boat. Rodrigo- my bf. :)
Stole mom's car. Went to Amendment. Danced ass off. Klauss threw up. Didn't get caught.
Went spelunking. Empty construction sites. Middle of nowhere. Almost got arrested.
Arian's B-day Party. Wasted on sangria. Finally met Spencer. Got hit on. Kissed Arian ALOT. Many gay boys. Did numb gummies. Not enough girls. :/
Val's Glow Party. Danced with lights. Drank a lot. Got asked 'threesome?'. Seriously, I did. Played Nic's balls. Blew Erin up. Rodrigo looked hot. Got home early.
Frank's party banged. Got really wasted. Lost beer pong. So much fun.
Saw Dark Knight. Fucking loved it.
Date with Rodrigo. We played pool. I kicked ass. I should hustle.
Saw Step Brothers. Laughed ass off. Loved Will Ferrell. 'Lost more weight'. ;)
Snuck out quietly. Used cat skills. Chilled at Walmart. Steak & Shake.
Saw Pineapple Express. Was really funny. Too many people. Sat on lap. Back still hurting. :(
Organized my iTunes. Didn't clean house. Got bitched at. Smoked cross blunt!
...Here I am.

Wow...haha, that was kinda cool.
Well anyways, time to sleep feeling accomplished in some sort of sick way. No time to explain some more on why I feel that way. I just do... and fuck... I'm tired.

Peace&Love.

My head hurts... not sinuses. Too much coke-- or maybe not enough coke.
Couldn't sleep even though my entire body is screaming for some rest.
My mind continues to wander... almost like when I used to get high except the thoughts aren't rhetorical.

K... so its middle of my summer vacation from school. Somehow... I miss how I escaped reality last summer-- when we didn't give a fuck and there weren't any problems. It seems that now... I'm easily irritated and annoyed by the people close to me.
Not giving a fuck seems to come so easily to me now... no matter how you look at it, its neither positive nor negative.
For instance, I don't give a fuck about what I'm gonna do in the future or about what I'm gonna deal with paying bills for the rest of my life to become another member of society or a slave to the working force in order to live the lifestyle that I supposedly want because that is what defines happiness. (Yeah, right...)
But then, there's the "I don't give a fuck about him/her" perspective-- which seems bad since I do kinda miss those certain people, but inevitably, and I've come to realize this now and not sooner, they never stay in your life unless they really meant something to you or they have a specific purpose for you.
Take it however you want it... I'm just typing mad shit 'cause I'm tired and can't sleep.
Ah, the wonderful world of livejournal. Nothing, but mindless babbling of absolutely nothing.

BUT if its mindless or NON-conscious, could it be that I may actually believe those things SUB-consciously?

...fuck, I need to get some sleep.

Bleh.

...so I decided to get on LJ since I can't get any sleep or pass out, and as I was reading my previous entries, it never occurred to me how fuckin' retarded I sounded as I was typing them. Wow... I guess it just happens. Meeeh. Okay... that's enough for tonight.... or not nearly enough? Hmmm....

....Wow. Its been quite awhile since I've been on this thing. Well anyway... right now I'm at the UCF library... oh yeah, I'm at UCF (gag). Things are pretty straight... life is feeling good and I feel like all is right within the world even though most would beg to differ. I love it here in Orlando, despite my first reactions to the place. Over the past year (since I was last on this thing), I've been going through alot of changes, felt like I didn't know who I truly was at one point, and I even drowned myself into substance abuse. But now... Things are so much different. I'm sooooo happy with my life right now... I'm able to accept myself and I'm glad that I've gotten closer to people who accept me just the same way. Oh and the substances are hard to come by here so I've been a good "sober Rachel". Lol. I'm finally pursuing something that makes me truly happy... and I'm gonna do it with my friends who've been with me through thick and thin. Wow... I'm so cheesy. But hey... at least now, I can honestly and truly say that I'm happy. :D

ugh.... I have to go to work in 5 hours. And I haven't slept the whole entire night. Eh nothing a little Redbull can't fix. hehe. Anyways, I made up with Paola. She got mad at me because I wasn't sensitive enough towards her feelings. Eh, whatever. I mean I really can't make any excuses even though I was drunk and my phone was OFF. Apparrently it was my fault that she had to walk home from work all by herself and that it was MY fault she had a shitty day at work. Haha... wow. The nerve of the girl. Well what can you do... I wasn't able to talk to her till tuesday when we went to the premiere of "Click", which was a good movie by the way. But um yeah, it was me, Jonny, Sergio, Andrea, and Paola cooped up inside a friggin' corola (I insisted someone go on the trunk, but everyone was afraid they'd suffocate.) and the movie was premiering in the furthest place possible. AVENTURA MALL. After like 3 hours of the horrible drive, which comprised of awkward silences, tension, and unbelievable heat, we finally arrived like at 5. Paola never spoke to me once, and she's known for her stubbornness. She always has to win a fight... but this time she gave in. I turned off my phone AGAIN right before the movie started. And right then she texted an apology to me. I didn't find this out til after the movie when we were driving home. Pretty pathetic though... we apologized through our phones. Haha thats how you know you live in the year 2006. After Paola and Sergio were dropped off, I gave her a big hug and told her that I loved her too and everything became right within the world. :) Oh and yeah... the heat won the championship that night. I didn't sleep til 4. Yay... all the bandwagoners will unite at the AAA today.



.... holy crap I typed alot.

ULTRA WAS FUCKING CRAZY!! I had so much fun! I went with Jorge and a few of his friends. When we got there I thought security was gonna be tight as hell, but they didn't even check my bag! Soooo I was able to sneak a few pictures of the events. =) We met up with Rose and her friends too. Eventually we all got seperated, but it was ok. She lives like 5 houses away from me. OMG I never had so much fun. We saw alot of djs. Too bad I didn't get to see Benny Benassi... I was looking forward to seeing his set in the House Tent. =/ But w/e I didn't really care because I got to be within 50 feet of PAUL VAN DYK!!! His set was fuckin' insane. The Killers and Hot Hot Heat were there too, but we missed them 'cause we didn't go to Ultra to them. We were there from 3 to 12 and every minute was worth the $85. Oh man... looking at the pictures and actually being there is totally different experience. Can't wait till next year! 8]




^Jorge

^Trance Tent

^Rose and Jorge

^Jorge and Me

^Paul Oakenfold's set... my friends thought she looked like me. haha i'm famous

^Carl Cox... doing his badass set

^bigass fuckin' crowd... that wasn't even half of the people there.

^Paul van Dyk (PVD) from afar

^PVD close up

^PVD

^PVD... German engineering at its finest

^Don't you just love the light show??

Well I'm back to the scene of the crime... since alot of people have been itchin' me to come back an update on my rather interesting life... Lol... Well school is great... nothing, but slack... ummm guys? Well I'm talking to one. His name is Dioscar and he's dominican and I think part jamaican and black.( Overall VERY HOT!! ;D) I've only been talking to him for a week so I don't really know much.... yet.

Well anyway, today I've been feeling like shit because I got sick from Friday's sudden downpour, and it prevented me from returning* to the clubbing scene. I was been sick all weekend! *(I was grounded for a month for almost getting arrested.... Long story short, mother wasn't too happy.) And I think going to school today wasn't a really good idea. I was conjested all day, my eyes couldn't stop tearing up, and overall, I was feeling pretty shitty even for a good day.

Ugh... I have yet to see what awaits for me tomorrow. =(

OH and here is some school pics. =D

well last night was fun...went to p's practice, taco bell, and went streaking on the field next FIU lol...just in case you were wondering, I didn't do it. lol the guys did...craig has a white ass lmao...he's the blackest thing too. ahaha
well tonight i'm gonna go to space...WOOHOO!! lol the last time i went to a club was like a week ago...didn't stay long at quench cause of a fight that broke out and the supposedly very good club visions was a complete let-down. but the highlight of that night wasn't the clubs, it was throwing empty water bottles at each other's cars while moving at top speeds. lmao...one got through the window and hit me on the head. =( lol ah we have to do that again...lol

well here is my first entry...i'm really bored and i have nothing better to do so here i am. everybody is busy...my bestfriend is out there somewhere, my sister is at school using my cousin as a guinea pig for her project, my brother went back to gainesville, and my mom is working. *sigh* well at least i'll have better things to do after 8, danny is gonna pick me up!(woohoo!!) i swear he's like my savior. lol well yeah, me and him are gonna go to a getty somewhere by krome.(the middle of nowhere) hell i don't care where we end up just as long as i'm out of my house. *sigh*